Chicago tomorrow. Plane leaves LaGuardia at 1pm - I’ll be hugging and kissing my boy by 3pm. 

I can’t wait, I need this trip. Need to see him, it’s been 2 months.

Made reservations at Geja’s for Saturday night. Excited, I’ve never had fondue - only chocolate fondue, which will be included. But I’ve never had the traditional cheese fondue - and this place is supposed to be the best in Chicago, and they were voted the most romantic restaurant 25 times (crazy!).

I’m going to push everything out of my mind and just focus on being happy and stress free for the next 4 days. I have a lot on my mind lately, cross your fingers for me that maybe everything works out ok.

I am looking forward to getting out of NY and finding a job or an internship and having a nice apartment with the boy somewhere new.

This summer isn’t starting out so hot, hopefully it gets a bit better. 
Maybe Chicago will be an early turning point, or at least a bright spot
that I need desperately.